Rupert de Costa e Silva
is a poet
and filmmaker living in Melbourne, Australia. His short film was featured
recently at The Sick Puppy Film Festival in San Fransisco, USA. He also
hosts a night in Melbourne called "Laughing Antlers" at the Arthouse (North
Melbourne), every third Monday of the month which features subversive,
radical, erotic performance art and spoken word.
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Rupert de Costa e Silva.
sweaty palms
in suburbia
somedays i just wake up wanting
to be stretched out on a rack
my whole body contorted
and cracked and all my muscles relaxed
my hips arched forward and
my legs protracted -
and my cock exposed in a
full-bodied yawn of pleasure.
these are those days i just
can't stop thinking about sex
it makes my head throb and
my stomach tingle with desire
no one is home and i consider
oral auto-erotica on the telephone
but phone sex is an expensive
excercise -
and a trail of cum doesn't
add up to much
besides, plastic is not
the most erogenous touch.
i walk out into the street
with fleeting feelings of lust
bringing sweat to my hands
and feet -
my wandering mind settles
on girls' behinds,
full body massages and all
maner of erotic designs -
thinking until it becomes
bothersome and tiring
because i want to be thinking
about art and literature
not thin white knickers
firmly embellishing buttocks
beneath the the fabric of
tight jeans.
i imagine some relief in
the form of an underground club
where i could just walk
in and strip off
tumble and twist in a tryst
of hearty lovemaking
shower and dress and leave
without stress -
no transaction in cash,
no guilt, no regret
it seems the command of
one's penis
is a measurement of debt.
Copyright
© 2002 Rupert de Costa e Silva. All rights reserved. Do not copy or
post.
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